Thought we were friendly?

Discussion in 'Project Sanctuary [P'S]' started by Cordelia Black, Dec 5, 2016.

  1. Dr Satan

    Dr Satan Well-Known Member

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    Dude, what in the world... take a break man.

    I don't get this at all. You hate me forever because I didn't go into someone's trade post and start a bunch of shit? Duh, why would I do that?

    And we were friends, we played a lot t he last couple of months and I had enjoyed our time. People help people, what's the big deal? This is the 10th time I've seen you make claims about that damn wyrm on irc or forum, what in the world? You understand that it is common place for people to help people tame right? It's sort of what friends do... 100s of times players help others find a bond worthy pet. You didn't give me a white wyrm, you joined me while taming them, helped me out and in return I took the first bond worthy one, you kept two hours worth of hides and gold and I said I would help you get the next one. It's a nice wyrm, sure.. it isn't 1pt from perfect, it's more like 29pts from perfect, just great str and dex and some grest hp.

    What is your friendship worth? Did us helping each other the last 2 months everyday not enough? Did sharing conversation and going down the youtube rabbit hole not good enough for you? and pals not good enough? You want more pixels for your efforts? Ok send me a message how much gold you want and I'll see if we can all raise the funds to pay you for your time.

    I fought tooth and nail to not have you removed because we like you. There was three or four major vile blow ups and it was so much, yet we all worked a way to get you to stay, and in return you declined it and left the guild so we could continue on as we were but you wouldn't represent the guild, and that was probably the better option.

    Then you blew up on everyone again with the last week of raging. So we parted ways.

    I hate it man, but I did nothing to you, I just didn't join in on inappropriate spam. I wish you the best, but to much is to much, I wish you well in life, I do. I don't feel hatred for you, I know your good qualities, I just can't take the weekly outburst that lasts a day at a time, and it's completely uncalled for especially here.

    I didn't want to post a public response to anything, but you won't quit, so what's one more bump when you want it to stay at top of the page.?
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  2. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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  3. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    only gonna answer one thing you wrote. I didnt ask you to start shit or fight with cha. I asked you to say "nah cordelia doesnt do that man :) ) thats all. And you got all fancy pants and couldnt even confirm that im not rigging auctions. Cha and you are friends no? He would have believed you if you just said that and wether he joked or not,i would be satisfied as you are a respected player. I would not have to worry about being accused again,falsely,in jest or for real. I couldnt tell but it felt real. Thats all i asked you to do.

    "Nah cha,cordelia dont roll that way"
    "Nah,cordelia doesnt even pk people,certainly couldnt rig an auction :p"

    But what was your reply?


    "Nothing to see here, everyone move along... I joined about March 2015, it has been a nice drama free place, I aim to keep it that way. I suggest everyone else does as well, no need for a bunch of spam all over in inappropriate places and other people's domains. I suggest not associating me or speaking for me in future situations :) long live UOR and no idea why I am having to respond in this thread other then to say..
    *not it* *runs and hides in my cave where only direct conversation may find me* "

    ALL THAT? I only asked you to tell cha i dont rig auctions. I gave many examples of how one could do that without fighting or drama. I dont even know exactly what your reply was meant to mean to me or cha or anyone still. You were my best friend man, and you couldnt tell cha with a smile,like i asked,that i dont rig auctions? Instead you posted that? Thanks,what are best friends for right?

    I may read the rest of your post later but i dont think youre a friend to me..or i dont think i want to be your friend when all i asked was for my best and oldest friend and respected veteran to say "nah cordelia doesnt do that :p"

    and somehow :
    "Nothing to see here, everyone move along... I joined about March 2015, it has been a nice drama free place, I aim to keep it that way. I suggest everyone else does as well, no need for a bunch of spam all over in inappropriate places and other people's domains. I suggest not associating me or speaking for me in future situations :) long live UOR and no idea why I am having to respond in this thread other then to say..
    *not it* *runs and hides in my cave where only direct conversation may find me* "

    you thought this was the best reply to give to a friend asking you to just tell your friend and guildmate,for the sake of your other friend me,in a friendly way,that i wouldnt do that. But you wrote the above ^ i still cant figure out what went through your mind to not just write any of the many examples ive given,like a friend would?
  4. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    And i did not "Speak for you,and you wrote also that you suggest i dont associate with you in the future,read your own words "friend" " . Hope your cave that you hide in feels as comfortable , i know im mourning the loss of our friendship,do you even care? Your reply was cold,nonchalant,non supportive and even suggested i fuck off from even associating with you. And claiming to not know why i tagged you, I wrote it " please inform cha that i do not rig auctions". IT WAS RIGHT THERE.
    @DoctorSatan

    i cant understand how you could not understand what anyone would do in that situation.
    "Nah,he dont do that,i know him".

    anyone would. I would have. And its faaaar from drama or fighting to tell another friend (cha) "Nah,cordelia wouldnt do that ;) )". Is that fighting? or drama? Or just correcting a misstake made by a guildmate and helping your friend not get a bad reputation in trade forum as some kind of rothchild money and auction rigger...
  5. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    the WW wasnt just bondworthy. You said it might be worth 1-2 mil, it was one in 10 000 luck of the draw. and i only mentioned it AFTER you couldnt even help me not get called an auction rigger on the forum and instead..shall i quote you again? no. You know how you totally fucked me over with your reply where you also told me (when still close friends) not to associate with you? what the fuck? Get your own shit in order too before calling me crazy. I couldnt give a shit about pixels.

    I gave a shit about my best friend,formerly. That is all. You were worth more than 500 mil and 10 fortresses,because you were my best friend ingame. What the fuck would i want with any gold ,did i ever ask for any from you when hunting or anything? we just kinda divided as we felt fair yes?

    You dumb fool. It is YOU i placed a high value on. and you refused to be a friend and just say "nah,cordelia isnt rigging auctions lol" which is not fighting or drama and cha would not have been offended im sure. But you went on some weird response that also implied i should never associate with you,far before krake told me to fuck off,
  6. Dr Satan

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    I may read all that later, I skimmed over it, somewhat but didn't read that.

    There is no winning this, no need to try.

    The post in trade came after you spammed #ps with 50 lines on how we can go and do things with ourselves. I was done with you after that, if that's the worst you got after you cuss us to high hell and back, and never said anything else, then examine what the issue may be.

    I said the wyrm was best thing since sliced bread because I was happy, and we were having fun, and I gave you credit to be my good luck charm.

    That's all for now. You can let this thread die now, I can't read anymore of this nonsense.
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  7. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    well, outside this thread i will never speak to you again old friend.
    When a best friend fails to be a friend,it cuts deeper than when its just some guy you kinda know.
    So outside of here you couldnt get a response on IRC or PM i will never write you or write you back if you write to me. Nor krake. Untill UOR goes offline ill stick to that.

    I have other friends who have shown alot more support and friendship ESPECIALLY after reading this thread..including people in your guild. Which i wont tag i dont want you guys to give them the krake treatment i got in PM, which is the one thing i will never break, our mutual agreement to never post our private discussion/fight/leaving guild etc.


    but i dont want anyone else to go through that. If you want, ill make this my last post unless anyone quotes me. Then youll never hear a word from me again through any medium of communication,and if i must be at an event you are at you will be ignored and i hope you will ignore me aswell,i rather pretend you arent there.

    The best friend,is generally the one you feel the most hurt and betrayed by,when you get such an...almost rude reply when all i asked was to get back up that im not an auction rigger from my best ingame friend. So as much as i liked you,i now dislike you. Thats the reason why you never do that to a best friend or someone who thinks of you as their best friend, Cause it will swing just as far in the other direction if you break the trust and bond between you. And you did. Read what i asked you for when i tagged ya, to say that your friend aint an auction rigger...then read your reply.Id expect someone whos barely a friend to have verified im no bad guy auction rigger mafia..and you know cha so you could have said it with a smile ,i dont know what drama you imagined could come from "nah ,cordelia doesnt do that,i know him :)".

    If anyone quotes this,i will respond,otherwise dont worry,we are never speaking again. You and krake are the only two i will follow our agreement to not have any contact at all with, 100% of the way. Rest of your guild im talking to all the time. What are you gonna do? Kick me from PS? Order them not to talk to their friend? Id like to see how that works out for ya as a guild. Not very much in the spirit of PS that last part. More like 1940.
  8. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    what? you mean after i was accused by your guildmate,against your rules,of rigging an auction in trade forum when i was ousted from the guild for,among other things,vulgar language in trash talk forum...where that is not only allowed but encouraged nearly. Or when do you mean? we were on good terms when i tagged you,because we had recently talked in IRC private chat. are you mixing this thread,the trade thread and other timelines and getting it in the wrong order or whats going on? besides as i wrote,before i got told to fuck off my first post was unedited and only asking for Cha to apologize and remove the statement from the thread... after krakes 2nd post i did edit it many times and indeed,i was angry. For good reason. Youre apparently quite quick to fuck over a friend too i see now. Youre an awesomely nice guy btw,i called you doctorangelawesome in this very thread. But you sure dumped me faster than BP killed half an ocean with an oilspill.
  9. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    Fuck it all, close the thread, do whatever. but if i get quoted i will always respond if i am given more accusations,rudeness,insults or a question. If there is nothing to respond to,then i wont.
  10. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    im sorry if you felt i had weekly outbursts,i have a dying mother i care for and no other family. I had hoped for a little understanding as i posted this in the private ps forum and you knew very well about it,and krake,and others.

    But apparently very few share your view judgning by the forum PMs and IRC pms and facebook calls from PS new members,regular and some ..with more authority and rank.. not gonna name anyone for fear that theyll get the treatment i got in private with krake. and yes i was rude to him too,but we managed to cool it down and agree to not share anything from our private convo and that is one thing that i will not ever do no matter what krake says or does to me. Nor do i think he would either.

    Youre not assholes,
    You just treated me ,like assholes might,very suddenly and here very openly and that is on me that its in the open but by all means,let your true feelings show.

    But you are not assholes,or rude players. You.are kind,nice,helpful..above average kind on a shard where the average player is usually pretty darn nice.
    I just no longer find you to be nice,or friendly. Im not asking anyone to agree with me because it is my truth alone, Nobody has to take a side or jump on some bandwagon to hate on anyone of you.

    But you were my best and closest UO friend and i thought i could trust you and have your support alot farther than i apparently did,cause i would have followed you to hell and back,and gone back again if you forgot something in there..so i and i alone am saying that i am not your friend anymore,and since i valued you so highly (how could you ever think i care about pixels?????) the result is that the best friend now hurt me the most,because you were closest. So no,i do not wish you well or that we reconcile. I wish i never met you.
  11. Cha

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    Ok theres no way in hell im gonna read that much ranting but I luckily noticed one part. Where did u ask me to remove my comment?? Might be EASIER or WISER to Actually pm me or wisper me about it. Leave PS and its members away from this never ending butthurtness and deal it with me please since I was the bad boy who triggered it apperently. Sorry theres just no point trying to make you understand how much ü flipped over a joke and actualy couldn't wisper me or talk to me before going in to berserk mode. I still got no hard feelings towards you I just find find this absolutely fucking amazing you still carry on.
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  12. Bloodlust

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    I know you are having a hard time, Cordelia Black.
    Every single ppl got his/her hard time. We should get through it with our own hands. But it shouldn't be this way.
    This is not a problem about that you don't feel that way now. When the word is out, it belongs to another.
    All of us are grown-ups. We are not a child like 5 or 6 yrs old. You should be more responsible for your words.
    You did hurt ppl with f words and very frustrating, endless post.
    and yes, I witnessed full wall of f words you spammed on #PS, and i can prove it with my irc log if we rly need it.
    Then, we can make this place as a zoo. Everyone will come here and sneer at us.
    Do you rly want it? or do you want someone to argue with?
    If you want an arguing/fighting opponent, you can easily find griefers on jhelom pen. They will gladly welcome you for sure.
    I think we're done now. and what is done cannot be undone, Cordelia Black. I always keep my words on relationship.
    Don't tease P'S members in public forum space with your personal reason. You surely can do this in PM if needed.
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  13. Cordelia Black

    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    no i tagged a guild council member and nutual friend,doctorsatan,when he mocked me basically i talked krake and cherie and the rest here in my first post. When i got no response and then horrible response,you can bet i edited over 10 times to readjust to new insults,claims or accusations tossed at me,while giving a good deal back and trying to most importantly communicate my points for being justifialbly angry (Not with you anymore even) but Krake and doctorsatab,

    i know i went on a tirade in the chat,because nobody cared that i member, in my mind,seriously called me an auction rigger.

    and no,we are not posting logs (i havent,andi removed nny picture) nor are we posting mine and krakes private conversations.im not disputing the event. im saying it happened after the trade post and i believe before i posted this thread. Just making sure timeline is correct.

    You always seemed to like me blood?why did you wait till now to take your shot at telling me how you really feel?
    I always liked you i have never had a single bad thought about you in the short time ive known you. Do feel otherwise?
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    Cordelia Black Well-Known Member

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    i already said im done unless someone replies and 2 of you did. let it be dead and it will be (the thread)
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    Sure, I didn't/don't have any beef with you.

    but, enough is enough.

    You go your way.

    We, P'S, go our way.

    That's the best thing we can do now.
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  16. Cordelia Black

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    i know,only most of my ps friends are still my friends,though i guess you just cancelled ours,however we dont talk in private in IRC so i guess we were just guildmates,no hard feeling toward you or any anger,but just...dont quote me or reply to me or i will reply back. If you want the thread to die,leave it alone.

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